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nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending
Wake up with a sore throat. Nice.
Go to work early expecting to pick up my sister from summer school and take her to a movie for her birthday, when I find out that my father won’t let her and he plans a dinner knowing that I am busy… Ya, that really happens.
So it’s good I got to work early though cause it was 86 degrees in the place and I had to sit down every few minutes cause I was sweating through my shirt. It took me WAY longer than it ever has to clean today. I was cleaning til about 5 oclock. I usually finish around 3.
Then I find out two of my good friends are there painting. I go and try and talk to them and they start acting real shady.. They just wouldn’t look at me in the face and I couldn’t figure out why. So I just left. I was tired and fed up. Come to find out, they had been talking mess about me with an adult in the church. Big surprise there. I don’t get it.. I do so much for that church and for those girls.. I should NOT be treated that way.. It doesn’t make any sense..
So then, it’s 5:30 and I have praise practice at 7:45 so I decide to just stay at the church and work on music… The keyboard isn’t working.. Yes, that happened too.
So it’s time for practice it is me and one other guy on the team.. A few stagger in late and it is already 8:30 and not everyone is there. So we have practice anyways which, by the way, sounded like CRAP as USUAL. Practice takes about an hour or so and by that time I am worn to pieces. So I want to get some ice cream.
Well, I go to get ice cream and my car starts acting funny and at this point, I just wanna give up right there. So I sit there and cry. Yep.. Eventually I stopped being a baby and dried my tears. I said a desperate prayer and my car started.
Then I realize how late it is and that my phone is on 5% battery. THEN I realize I left my charger at the church.. So I have to go all the way back to the other side of this stupid freakin town and find my charger.
Anyways, one thing after another and now my head is killing me. I just need to cry myself to sleep and maybe I’ll feel better in the morning.
OH and I have to go to the church tomorrow and hang out because as a youth leader that is what I have to do.. Otherwise I am no longer qualified to stay there in the youth group.. I need to go to bed… This has just been a ridiculous day. GOODNIGHT
One more post. I have finished High School so that phase of my life is over. My name is now gonna change. It needs to be my past. I must move forward! Waiting On My Sunrise is now who I am. I am no longer a caterpillar waiting on life. I am a butterfly ready to fly. I’m heading out. I’m here. I’m starting. I’m going for the world! I’m gonna be more than anyone imagined; I’m just waiting on my sunrise.
